05.09.2022
Praise & Glory to God for a wonderful encounter & experience with Holy Spirit.
How HSPF has transformed my life;
I believe my transformation begins from the first day of wanting to know about who God is and who I am in Christ. I attended the Spiritman Development Class conducted by Pastor Deborah. Little did I know that bit by bit God is working towards my transformation.
The significant change I experienced in myself was at the HSPF #2, where I get to experience the anointing power of the Holy Spirit. Generally, about my old self, I was a very self conscious person, how I carry myself, more so in the area of my business of leadership, how people view me and so forth is very important to me. There was a lot of self effort. I read books, spend thousands on personal development courses to reinvent myself, never seems to be enough. At the 2nd HSPF, it has opened me to a new beginning of my walk in spirit. I had wanted to experience a close intimacy and to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit, to be able to experience the power of within me knowing who I am in Christ, and the result has left me, even after the power feast was over I continue to fill full.
I could understand the words that say “I am in this world but not of this world” I felt like a new person but in the same body. Ever since then, God has spoken to me in a number of ways, and here I want to share in particular one that related to the change of my name… of which I embrace readily and wholeheartedly (very unlike me who have strong mind). It was amazing how holy spirit spoke 3 straight days on the name Abigail while I was trying to reason with myself that Joan was good enough. When the day came for pastor to reveal my daughter’s name, she said “I also have a name for your mom but I am not sure if she will accept and immediately my mouth open and said “don’t tell me the name is Abigail” and lo and behold… I felt a sense of peace after that.. and at that point Joan has died from me. It was just so wonderful.
And, the HSPF experience has also prepared me well into the mission trip in Myammar. I understood, about me being the instrument of God and I personally experience the power in the name of Jesus Christ. I saw miracles of healing for the people there. It humbled me and moved me to tears, an experience that will always stay within deep in my heart. I then realized I am nothing without God.
Then, I was assigned to lead the praise and worship. I like to sing, but now I can distinguish the difference between “dry bone” 😁 singing and singing and praising God in spirit. Before I can sing the same worship song but felt something dry (haha dried bone) missing but don’t know what it was.. but since the HSPF I love the worship time, felt like swimming in the living water, so wonderful bathing in the presence of the Lord.
And, What happened in the recent HSPF #3, when Pastor ministered to me, I felt a chunk of moving fire 🔥 that look so real, in split second burning brightly, coming over my face gently and I just dropped down, resting in the warm of the holy fire. I know God is continuing working in me. I felt so loved.
Also during ministering session, where I was a “catcher” for a sister, as pastor prayed for her, I could felt the love of Christ came forth so real and strong that moved my whole being, pearcing my heart. My heart cried for the sister whom I was catching. I felt privilege to experience God’s love that is so real.
Thank you Lord for a wonderful experience, the joy and the continuous transformation Holy Spirit pouring out in me.
Glory be to God ❤️
Thank you Pastor Deborah❤️